Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Sitting by my com... dunno wat to do... things have been realli hectic recently... I starting to get more playful... nt sure of wat to do... see her so fun wit her frend.. yet mi here cant even go out... i m some sort of jealous ba... sometimes i jus cant take it... been emo recently... cant do thing as usual...
first it is the exam week n i have been playing alot n i mean realli alot... cant even concentrate on my studies... tempted by DDRan n Egames Ran online alot of new games... sianz... jess come over to Singapore... hmmmm... mean my identity will be exposed? sianz i wish i could tell jess i m a guy nt a gal... but i dunno hw to tell her... i hate lying to other ppl... shld nt have start all of this when i m in Egames Ran...
Next thing is abt her... i dunno wat wrong wit mi... sometimes i treated her well but yet sometimes i treated her so fierce... maybe we gt alot of diff ba... or maybe i m jus childish... she could go out wit frend but yet she NVR give mi any chance... dunno lahz... jus wish to have a long break... when i down... nt a single consoling sentence is there to cool mi down... haiz... n all she can say is k... talk to u later... is there all u can say when i need someone to talk... when i need u... where r u??? k... forget it... i m childish ba... reflecting back here jus make mi tink i m the one who need to grow up... ARRR ! i wan whole day play games till i lost away from the world... maybe in this way... i could relax my mind... if i cant grow up... then as well jiu end ba... wait till i grow up n mature... then maybe i then fall in love ba... tat all for today...
