Sunday, September 7, 2008
haha... Firstly i didnt noe benneth will read my blog... haha... K i oso dunno wat to say... wat to write oso... Even though alot of things happen since i last blog...
So i decide to talk a very detail of mi... or rather a history.....
My family
My family have 5 members which consist of 3 siblings ( includsive of mi )... I been the eldest in the family... Wit a younger sister in secondary graduating soon... N a younger brother in elementary school... Currently living in Yishun... Staying wit us is our grandmum... My granddad pass away when i was in elementary school but his memories will always stay in my mind...
Summary of my pasts...
Well... Basically i live life as though zombie... Do wat i was supposed to do... Life have no fun... No special interest... Nth to do play game... Everyday after elementary and secondary school, i jus study revised n slp... I revised jus to study... Frends were veri important to mi... Nth seem to bother mi at all... Well, tat was in the past...
Relationships
I doesnt realli stead b4 anywhere... But if say close to stead... i would say there r 3 ba...
The first relation started in the ending of sec 3... Well unforgetful memory.. First time i ever confess even though she is the one whom intiated the "confession session"... After tat it is veri memorable... Due to my poor pronounciation, she begin to teach mi during the break... I used to wear the uniform until i was damn nerb... But she is the one whom teach mi hw to wear it smartly... But the "relation" last abt a few mths b4 we stop cause i at that pt of time do not know hw to realli chase a gal ba...
The 2nd relation i oso dunno when it start... i tink is around beginning of sec 4... How i start i oso nt sure... It like suddenly a gal begin to be veri close to u... Ask wan celebrate bdae together ( her on 27 dec my on 29)... I was like **** it onli beginning of the year n u planning for the end of the year... Then she will b4, after sch and break came ask mi abt sch qns... It like ended up my life during that period revolved around her... It was after a while b4 i began to suspect...
The confession came suddenly oso jus a few weeks b4 we went to school fieldtrip at China... It was like honeymoon when a couple went oversea together... During the last 2nd day of the trip... I was pressurized by frends to ask for stead... That time i cant forget... It was in the chinese restaurant n i ask her for stead... She agreed shyly... haha... I stayed rooted ar the ground nt knowing hw to continue... After tat we went out at nitez witout teachers knowing... We went to the park in the big hotel chalet... We stay there quite a while... Then i put my jacket over her cause she seem to veri cold... wa... tat time i was amazed by my own action... I actually will do tat... Even though i was always the one who hate cold...
But the relationship didnt last long... less than a week we broke up... reason i oso nt sure... But tat time i cant get out of it... It took quite a while b4 i get out n get into another relation...
The third relation is jus a few week after the 2nd one... She is a more domestic person... The 1st n 2nd gals r more outgoing... This relation is coming together n ending then patching up n ending... This relation which last till poly year 3 (3 years in total) is the one i realli learn how to take care a gal... How to make your gal happy... It is oso a time i learn to be outgoing... Learn to handle thing at a calm mind... Even though the relation is oready impossible... I tried to chase her... As though miracle can happen... Well, but it oso ended suddenly... Maybe it is fated ba... haha... Well tat all for our relation....
Well... Tired... Other thing i blog next time... Cya folk...
