During a particular day, i lie down in my bed... Mani
thought come into my mind...

- I nt handsome at all...

- My family is not rich or rather we barely make both ends meet... N yet i
spending too much going out etc...

- I focus too much on frends and other stuff that i neglect the fact that my
parents is becoming older... My dad white hairs are all coming out... Yet he
still have to work for 2 jobs...

Slowly on that days onward... I begin to turn down all outing which need
money... I realli hope after poly n NS i will find a stable job n help my
family... I nt suited for Uni thus i jus put my hopes on my sis n bro... I oso
dun wan to get married anymore... Jus wan stay beside my parents n take care of
them... Hence, i oso dun need go into any more relations...