Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Nw jus mark the end of my birthday !
This year is nothing much unlike the past years where we (including all classmates) go out really crazy n have fun... However i m contented with a simple dinner as we r already on different path yet we come together to celebrate mi n rq birthday... This year i make a different wish as compared to the past 3 years... Maybe i give up on the dreamz tat i have always wished for the past years...
20 years old... Should be time to really grow up... Even though i dun wan face it but enjoyment shld decrease or lessen n i shld pick up more responsiblities...
Thinking back b to see my 10 years... A huge changes... A small kid to wat i m today... From jus fun n enjoyment to nw a man whom have a little responsiblities... A guy who didnt wan make any frends to a guy whom have his social life... But many thing i still the same... I still an emo person jus tat i use more facade... Still the attitude person who will go against his dad n mum... Still the person whom mean the other thing when he tryin to show hw cool he is...
Nw in currently in NS, it is onli one week 2 times get to see my parents... Somehow i feel i mus do smth for the family when i come out UOL... It is time i take over my dad to keep the family n support my sis n bro to Uni... Actually i dun wan study Uni... I rather work n help my family... Dad is getting old le... Mum too n she dun like her current work... N when i 2nd year i might be studyin Uni as my sis... By then who going to support her Uni...
Nvm... Back to this blog post main objective setting of resolution
I decided to come up with 2 resolutions for the next year n the next 10 years
Let talk about the next year, next year i will be still in NS... Trapped there seriously make mi confused on y m i doing tis? wat i m doing here?
Nevertheless, i wan learn driving next year... I hope faster can help my dad with the taxi driving... At least he wouldnt be the one driving n earning... Taxi driving is not a easy job... Esp when ur dad is gg to drive till late nitez... Who noe wat will happen? Ya basically jus like tat... NS life is really hard to set plan...
Next 10 years... I hope can faster complete NS... Get into Uni as parents wish to see mi... Come out support my family... This is 2 days looking from my dad back... Seriously it make mi feel i shld help out le... Marriage to mi is optional le... Want oso waited till my bro get into society... Around mi 30 ba...
