Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Hi
Due to special request... Let talk for some of the questions as following
- How i feel when wit her (As per requested)
- How i feel when i first hold her hand.... Ehhh jus few hours ago
- My plan for the next few months
How i feel when wit her?
Well... I dun consider it a perfect as life is about up and down... Same go to love... There is always be sweet happy moment and bitter sad moments.. Coming a long way since 5 years ago ( Sec 4 till nw), route wasnt easy for mi... People who noe mi shld noe... Nevertheless life is interesting been wit her... She took away my sadness my anger esp when i in NS... My NS life wasnt very good compared to others... She is the one who stand there for mi been my pillar of support making mi held on n continue walking the NS period... I noe it was tough for her too when i couldnt acc her... Many of the times... She was alone when she need mi due to outfield or live firing... Sometimes weekend get burnt too... Esp the coming weeks... She turn mi into a guy who wan to work for the future... I want to study hard work hard... To make a better life for her next time... Talk big onli right? After NS i will chiong... Nevertheless.... I really appreciate the time been wit her... Even it is jus seeing her to work or home... Hope one day we will be able to go out....
How i feel when i first hold her hand ?
Wahaha... 17 feb 10 around 0947, we were at Compass point (Seeing her to work)... For many times, i couldnt hold her hand... Cause i jus cant find the right timing n right mood to first begin to hold her hand... People usually tell mi " Jus grab onli la" Maybe i no courage? I oso dunno... But at 0947 today, we were talking talking... Her right hand brushes past my left hand 2 times... (I admit i was shy but dunno y tat day i pick the courage... Maybe is ytd nitez wat she say ba..) I slowly grab onto her hand... Tang tang... Done ! She nvr push away my hand unlike few years ago in poly 1... Yes !!!! She remain talking wit mi... I was so happy... We stroll around the Cold Storage looking at tibits chocolates etc... She oso pull my along when she catch her attention on something... After awhile she decide she will be the one the open the shop... So i decide to help her pull up the metal door... Then i found out i nt tall enough (Eh.... Veri paiseh lo) But luckily she gt the tool so WE use it to push it up... First time we do thing together... Okay i noe i been crazy but it an achievement to mi since 5 years till nw... Haha...
My plan for the next few months
Lastly my plan for next months... GG to have confinment week soon... This sat onward till 5 March or 12 Mar... I hope is 5 march la... confinment damn sianz de... HP Batt oso dunno can last hw long... After tat is Jac celebration... From end of march will be a hectic ATEC stage 1... Till end of april... Then is her birthday.... (Presents decided le but hope can have chance for jus 2 of us to celebrate togther) After her birthday... Jiu is preparation for NDP... God bless mi be marshall pls pls... K la... The last event is the even hectic ATEC stage 2 at Walabi (Dunno hw to spell ) at Australia.. After the ATEC i jiu start learn hw to drive ( get a class 3 license) Like tat i can drive her around when i gt car while she relax n gain back her slp... Dun need make her walk around... Tat all for the plan till aug...
Confinment week here i go... ! Gross ! Stupid confinment !
